Practice makes perfect. :)

(A song)

I like the chorus and the rap part. :)) ♥

IH. >.< Delphia is so good in singing the rap part.

My Heart’s a stereo
It beats for you so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note
Oh, Oh
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Sa pangaraw-araw na pangyayari sa buhay, may mga taong kasabay mo bilang kalakbay sa isang mundo ng kawalan.. Makakasama mo araw-araw, oras-oras at kung minsan dadating ang oras na ika’y masasanay at siguradong ika’y malulungkot kapag binitawan ka na niya sa paglalakbay.

Mga kasama, minsan tawag nila dito ay kaibigan, minsan syota, minsan kamagaral, minsan ate o kuya okaya naman ay magulang. Nakakasama mo araw-araw, nakakasawa kung titignan pero kung nakita mo ang kabuluhan nila sa buhay mo, TIYAK NA SASABIHIN MONG “Sana tumigil muna ang oras, at ikaw ang kasama ko.” kung minsan naman gumagawa ka ng paraan para makuha ang atensyon nila, kung minsan nagseselos at kung minsan nalilito kung dapat nga bang magselos, “E, hindi ka naman ang nanay, hindi ka naman ang may-ari at hindi ka naman si God. Pero bakit linikha pa ang sinasabing pakiramdam o emosyon..”

Sa mundong ito bakit napakamaraya, meron ata itong kinikilingan, tsumetsempo pamo ang pagkamaraya. Napakagaling tumiming ni “BUGHO”. Sa mga numero, sa mga pangyayari, sa mga symbolismo, sana bulag nalang ako pag nakikita ko ang mga iyon at sana bobo nalang ako pagdating sa mga ekspresyon ng iyong mukha, sa mga simbolismong ginagamit mo at kung alam ko lamang, sa simula pa lang, hindi na kita binigyan ng timbang..

Sapagkat nasusunog ako.. ang mga pagkubling maskara ang panangga ko, ang mga salitang lumuluha ang bigkas ng bangal kong damdamin, ang pagiwas sa daplis ng mga matang nagsasabing “ok ka lang?”, pagiging bulagbulagan, bingibingian at ang kunwaring ngiti ang sinasalubong.. At kung minsan, pagiwas na lamang para di na muling maramdaman ang pagsagip mo sa iba habang tinititigan mo akong malunod.

Ayan, ganyan lagi ang pagkasunod sunod ng pangyayari, at anong dapat gawin? Pigilan ang hindi matiis na emosyon.. :))

Marahil hinahanap hanap mo dahil sa kasanayan at tipong hindi kumpleto ang araw mo kung hindi mo siya makikita, makakausap o makakasalamuha, ngunit sa pagdaan ng panahon, ng dahil sa pagtitiis, ito ay lilipas din.

Nais ko lamang ilahad ang nararamdamam ko ngayon tungkol sa isang kwento ng buhay.

It’s been a while, Tumblr. :))

Life lesson:

• If you think you can, You can!
• Myself is the best enemy and the best friend.
• Think positive and be inspired by their words of criticisms.
• Love is to share.

I guess I prefer to write in Tagalog, I need to express in deeper “makata” tagalog words. :))

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MONTH ONE… Hi Mommy I am only 3/4 of inch long.But I have all my organs.I love the sound of your voice.Every time I hear it,I wave my arms and legs.The sound of your heartbeat Is my favorite lullaby.

MONTH TWO… Mommy Today I learned how to suck my thumb.If you could see me you could definitly tell that I am a baby.Im not big enough to survive outside my home though.It is so nice and warm in here.

MONTH THREE… You know what mommy,I’m a boy,I hope that makes you happy.I always want you to be happy.I dont like it when you cry.You sound so sad.It makes me sad too.And I cry with you even though you cant hear me.

MONTH FOUR… Mommy my hair is starting to grow.It is very short and fine.But I will have a lot of it.I spend a lot of my time exercising.I can turn my head and curly my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs.I am becoming quite good at it too.

MONTH FIVE… You went to the doctor today,Mommy,he lied to you.He said that I’m not a baby.I am a baby mommy,your baby. I think and feel. Mommy,what’s abortion?

MONTH SIX… I can hear that doctor again,I dont like him.He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home.The doctor called it a needle.Mommy what is it?I burns? Please make him stop,I cant get away from it. Mommy help me..

MONTH SEVEN… Mommy,I am okay.I am in jesus arms.He is holding me.He told me about abortion.Why didn’t you want me Mommy? Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hand that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak..

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Paano nga ba ang buhay bilang isang mag-aaral? Sa aking sariling pananaw, ang pagiging estudyante ay sadyang makabuluhan dahil dito na halos umiikot ang ating buhay. Ito ay isang pagsubok na dapat natin harapin at may mga tungkulin din tayong dapat gampanan. Ito ay isang malaking responsibilidad para sa atin.

Kasiya-siya, kanais-nais at kalugod-lugod ang maging isang estudyante. Dahil dito tayo hinuhubog para madagdagan ang ating kaalaman at upang malaman kung hanggang saan ang ating kakayahan. Bukod pa rito, nakakakilala pa tayo ng mga panibagong kaibigan na makakasama natin sa araw-araw at mga guro na matiyagang nagtuturo sa atin na tinuturi nating pangalawang magulang sa paaralan. Sabi nga ni Bob Ong, “Mag-aral maigi. Kung titigil ka sa pag-aaral, manghihinayang ka pagtanda mo dahil hindi mo naranasan ang kakaibang ligayang dulot ng mga araw na walang pasok o suspendido ang klase.”

Ngunit sa kabila ng pagkakaroon ng kaginhawaan, dumarating ang kambal niyang kahirapan dagdag pa ang kabagsikan, kasakitan at kabiguan. Sapagkat sa pagaaral, hindi lamang purus tuwa ang ating dinadanas dahil sa paaralan, tayo ay isang all-in-one. Magaaral tayo na may hawak na libro at panulat, sa loob ng silid aralan, ito ay mala pamahalaang sibil na kumpleto sa opisyal, mala Mel Tiangco tayo na nagpapahayag ng mga ulat, isang diyanitor sapagkat tayo ang may obligasyong maglinis ng ating silid, isang artista sa mga dula, isang dancer tuwing oras ng asignaturang PE, isang singer tuwing oras ng asignaturang musika, isang makata tuwing oras ng asignaturang Filipino, isang Albert Einstein pagdating sa siyensiya, isang dalubbilang tuwing oras ng matematika, isang banyaga tuwing oras ng Ingles, isang robot sa dami ng dapat gawin, isang guwardiya na nagbabantay ng mga suwail, at kung minsan, isang bampira sapagkat hindi matutulog upang matapos lamang ang katambak na takdang aralin. Sa paaralan, nagsisimula ang sinasabing buhay sa mundo, dito rin natututunan ang mga samu’t saring emosyon na nararamdaman at dito rin natin natutunghayan ang gulong ng buhay.

May nagsabi sakin na, “huwag mong dibdibin at laruin mo lang ang pagaaral” at ang tugon ko sakanya ay, “Dito nagsisimula ang buhay ko at kalian man hindi ko ito kayang gawing laro sapagkat dito nakasasalay ang kinabukasan ko.” Dalawang dekada ka lang mag-aaral. kung ‘di mo pagtityagaan, limang dekada ng kahirapan ang kapalit. Sabi nga ng tatay ko, “Ito lang ang maipapamana kong hinding-hindi madudukot sayo.”

When one thinks of heroes, names such as Jose Rizal, Andres Bonifacio, and Mother Theresa often come to mind. These people had done a lot of favors, courage, helps, and more of things for the people who needed them. They have changed the world. But, heroes can be in anyway, even in each of individuals in the world. I have the persons who I think is the best hero in my mind. They are my OFW parents who serve our country and love my family.

OFWs are now called as the country’s modern day hero; probably because of their selfless act to work to an unknown country to support their family, or maybe because of the remittance that they contribute for the country. And because of this job, since five years old I did not saw my mother personally and when I am a five years old, my parents left us.

For ten years, my grandparents took care of us. And I thank God for having a great grandparents, I also thank God for having technologies because it is our means of communication. But then, I am living on a house with the absence of the head and the light. And because of having no mother and father, I don’t have a secret chamber so I don’t share my secrets to everyone, I don’t have a crying shoulder so I don’t like to cry on ones shoulder, I don’t have a parents who can stand beside me when I needed them, because of having no parents, I don’t want to attend activities like family day, I don’t take advices easily, I don’t have a teacher on my assignment, I don’t have a guidance councilor at home, I don’t have a partner in going to malls, I don’t have a hero so I don’t depend on somebody’s help, and I learn to make a stand on my own. And because of this reality, I tend to hold my emotions.

I thank God for this challenge, My parents are my inspiration to get high scores so that they will be proud of me, to be strong in standing because they are not with me, to have a successful life so that one day, they don’t need to work, they don’t need to leave, they will just take care of us and live with us.

I thank God that even thou they are far away from us, still, in our eyes, we are always together, a virtual world connects us and our hearts is our home, our love for each other is our foundation in order to be together until death do us part.

Currently eating Japanese siomai of Master siomai :)) ♥

January 12-2012

We (seniors) used our two hours to practice our dance for the gratitude day because we had no catechism in public school. We finished our practice, one hour before our dismissal bell. So, we played games, different groups and different games. We made a group, it went to a big group (because all the seniors joined our group). We played “nanay tatay” on the center of the quadrangle, the second floor was full of audiences, they were watching us.. I knew that some of the minds from the audience thought negative thoughts and maybe some thought positive thoughts, but then, I just enjoyed the game because it was a world record.. A GAME WITH THE SENIORS.

January -13-2012 FRIDAY!

It is friday the 13. :DD I don’t believe in bad lucks when it is friday the 13, I just think positively but when bad vibes come, here I am - a moody one.

This day, I am so energetic, I am so happy, I don’t feel stress and I feel so loved. Because of dance and other practices, I gain a good vibes. We did weird dances, we played, we acted, we laughed and we made this day a special and a memorable one.

Thank you Mischelle David for your weird dance steps, Thank you Delphia Griffin  for your energetic dance steps, Thank you Eunice Bernarte for the reckless game, Thank you Jennica Fausto for holding me when I climbed the window and Thank you God for having this day.. :)